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Poetry
Strife
By Chame|eon
I want to die
It's slowly killing my life
All my burdons come at once
I just can't find my love
Is it gone?
Or is all of this wrong?
I've lost my place in this world
All over a stupid girl
Thats when it started to fall apart
When my heart was ripped in half
How pathetic am I?
For this to be the centre of my life
I look around at what I endorse
At the pain I seem to cause
I hurt those I love
I cause their souls to starve
It's my own fault
And I can see the results
My burdons I place on others
I shouldn't give my sisters and brothers
I feel it all slowly dieing
I can't seem to get it reviving
I want to be free from this life
Free from this pain and strife
It's all piled on top of me
Crap is all I can see
There is no light at the end anymore
I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused
Why does life seem to devastate?
All I want is a break
But my whole life is a struggle
All the crap hits me in doubles
I thought I had it together
The crap I thought I could weather
But once again I was wrong
I have found I don't belong
I know I should pick myself up
I know I should keep my chin up
But when I do I get kicked in the nads
And it takes beyond being sad
It's Crap, It's life
All this God damn tutai
I just want it to be over
Why can't it hit another
I'm slowly breaking down inside
The truth I now realise
I will never be free from this strife
Not until God decides.
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